I go between feeling angry, so angry, mad and upset about my friend who is only in her early 40s, then very sad. I feel grateful to be alive, and extremely stressed about it all as well. I have a 97 year old grandmother who is having health issues and I found out today my dear mom is not well. I love all of them so much. On top of it all, sadly two wonderful people from our community also died this week. One was a high schooler and another was a parent.
I am dealing. In one way through mindless television. Somehow working on home projects or even simple tasks gets me thinking too much. I’m laying on the couch a bit more with the cats and just watching the clouds go by…Ate a few scones too.
Enjoy life every day. Hug the ones you love. Don’t forget about the little things. Those are the big things.
Tomorrow I may be back with a fluffy post of lipsticks, perfume and all the superficial crap that’s helping me escape a bit right now.
Thank you friends for being here.